I just lost it

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Michael

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20, male. My life is a supreme compendium of examples of the way a stupid fucking life should be like. Everything I do doesn't seem to make sense to everyone else and so I am automatically seen as ignorant and not worth while, hence the cold shoulder is competely expected from my end. I have had enough of hearing bullshit from fucks who never even tried to understand me, like the fact that I don't go out and drink or smoke weed. ooooohh, now he's a prude and a mennonite! Wow, I could go on about how my goatfucking co-workers puke out their shit, omg in heaven...I've never had a girlfriend even though I've tried many many times, so it was a matter of time (of course) until my lid popped off and I figured out that every girl I ever met was a fucking bitch. So now people think that I'm a fagot homosexual, (which is a black lie) simply because I've lost the appetite for sex. So where am I now? I want to go into the military and the Spec Ops so I can get away from everyday life and feel some pain. I am seriously thinking that joining the military and putting myself through hard, severe training will wash out any self-pity I have now because I am sick of self-pity. Fuck it. I'm joining the navy this fall so I can get my mind off of this crap.

Hooyah
 
You know, they'll sign you up right now... No need to wait until this fall.

You'll probably wuss out by then.

Sign up now.

Uncle Sam

WANTS YOU! :thumbsup:
 
First off, quit worrying about what the dweebs around you think. Peer pressure to drink or any other activity in which you're not interested can/should be ignored.

Some physically grueling, structured type of endeavor might help provide a focus to the negative energy. It lets you concentrate on something other than the thoughts that go beyond (and probably over the heads of) what your co-workers can possibly imagine.

Whether it's the military, the Peace Corps, or even Houses for Humanity, you will have the opportunity to learn new skills, get away from the current environment, and experience something brand new.
 
It's quite possible if you join up with your attitude, and they whip you into special ops, that you'll be recruited by the CIA in a few years as a Cleaner! Hooyah! Another assassin in the making!
 
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