I definitely appreciate that you answered me fairly instead of biting my head off (as much as I value standing by one's convictions, I freely admit I'm hiding an inner wimp), and you've given me some valuable insight into your intentions, for which I'm very grateful. If I have this right, and feel free to correct me on this, what you seek is recognition for your thoughts and contributions. While seeking acknowledgement can drive many towards achievement and better things, the fact of the matter is that when you're jockeying for attention amongst 1.5 billion online denizens, chances are high that you're not going to attract much of a niche.
I mean look at me. I rarely if ever post anywhere unless some particular topic attracts my attention. Consequently, next to no one knows me around these parts. But I don't really mind that because I don't feel entitled to attention. It's something you earn. I'm a budding writer and aspiring novelist whose already posted a small ton of stuff online and don't really have a following to speak of, because all I'm doing right now is gestating...developing my craft and waiting patiently for the day I can put it to good use.
I was going to suggest that you do something creative and work on a project of your own if recognition is what you seek, but you seem to be well ahead of me there. I noticed your webcomic. Spiky-haired man in trenchcoat wielding a katana and talking about how hard it is to be a hero. ... It's a start! I've come a long way from my own early stories after all. Although if you're interested in larger issues, maybe something like journalism would appeal to you? Throwing ideas around here, but you do seem to have a lot of nervous energy that could be tapped for good purposes.
I mention this, because it doesn't seem you're entirely sure what to do with yourself. 'Don't take what I say seriously?' Sorry friend, but as someone said to me when I tried to pull that excuse, that's the coward's way out. If you can't stand by the things you're saying then it renders whatever discussion you enter utterly pointless. No matter how trivial it is, when you say something others disagree with, you either stick by your guns or admit you were wrong. When you feel the need to blurt out statements you yourself don't even entirely believe in, then it rather strongly indicates that you've rather fatally mistaken recognition for notoriety. It's not the same thing, and you're better than to make that kind of mistake. We're all better than that.
And there you go again with the 'censoring myself' stuff! I don't know how to explain this better. I don't want you to damn well G-rate yourself, I want you to sit back and think about not only the things you're saying, but the things everyone else is saying. This whole hullabaloo started because you took one poster's sarcasm and took it with intense, deadly seriousness. You sound like you feel there's a carnal beast inside you barely chained by pieces of duct-tape. Move beyond the immediate! Step back and look at things! There is no moral majority pinning you down to keep you from tearing them to shreds. There's just you. It's always just you.
...for god's sake, I don't even like Spongebob...