CountryBoy
New member
I think life is a good thing,I jest don't like mine.I don't have any friends and work at a job I don't like.I live in a small town and life pay check to pay check.There is no enjoyment or fun in my life.I no at my age this is not to bother me.There is a lady that I no that means everything in the world to me,she is smart,hard working and very sharp looking,and she has 2 great boys.She has some one in her life,but he does not treat her very nice.She is Amazing lady and all i wont is for her to be happy and enjoy life.She will call me or email or text me about one or two times a day and even go to her place for drinks and to chat.Her and her boys will all was have a place in my heart.I don't no if I can or if I wont to get her out of my head.I jest wont them to be happy.At my age I should not care about some one that is with some one.I stay hear because I am in love with her and her boys.I hate my self for that,she out class me.So now what do I do.How do I stop caring??How do I stop being in love??