Emily Paik
New member
OKay, So for many years now I have been able to control my emotions extremely well. I have a extremely bad temper and EVERYTHING ticks me off but when I'm about to get angry I snap my fingers and I can be very very calm and happy. (not fake, but legit happy) I usually forget why I'm mad and just go on with my day. Or when I'm really frustrated and I start crying(other story- done it my whole life) Someone asks why I'm crying, and since I hate crying in front of people, I snap my fingers and just say that something was in my eye and go on being happy, like really happy. I'm a seriously happy person. No problems in my life. So I'm good at handling emotions. But why, when I just sit alone in a room with no one around, I can feel that I'm really angry inside? I have no reason to be angry but I could at any moment beat the shit out of someone If I suddenly lost control. Help? i'm so confused.