I have no desire to do anything. I've been depressed for a long time and really?

lily ???

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want to talk to someone. I can't talk to my family for obvious reasons, they don't understand or either they'll laugh me off. I told them before and they don't do anything. I can't tell my doctor, I'm extremely shy and have no confidence. I'm too anxious and will never let anyone know I'm depressed.
I'm ashamed to be me, I have no confidence, I can't talk to anyone. I can only go on yahoo answers and ask for advice that I'll never use. People say talk to your doctor but If I could I wouldn't be asking anyone.

I feel so weird talking to no one in particular at night, I pretend someone is with me and I tell them about my feelings.
I'm scared I'll go crazy. My family knows it, I had a severe paranoia attack a while ago when I though someone was watching me. I still feel like that but it's a little better now.

I want some over the counter medication but no one is willing to help me, all they do is tell me to ask your doctor.

Does anyone have any over the counter medication list for me, please don't say anything about doctors.

I feel like I have no future and I'm scared to die.
I used to be so smart in school, now I can't even get into decent college after my depression took a toll on me.
 
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