lovefindslove888
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so latley every guy ive been with im always having problems with there always jerks i cheat on them they cheat on me and what not and we never ever get along, i get mad over the littlest things its rediculous, well about a month in a half ago this guy i used to go to school with someone i never thought id be with but we started talking, well now we are dating the relationship started out amazing! he is the most amazing guy ive ever been with he treats me sooo good better than any guy ever has and i know he would never cheat on me and iwould never cheat on him either, well latley after a couple weeks ive been starting to get mad at him for the littlest things like if he doesnt come sit by me or stupid stuff like that (ive always been like this) not just with guys.and he is not the arguing type people say "girl you guys fight really?" "youd be stupid to lose him dont mess it up"
well i feel like ive ruined it and idk what to do! i have a horrible temper and i think i may suffer from depression like these lttle arugments turn into a big thing because i awlays blow things up into porporsion well yesterday and the night before we had an amazing time together! but then yesterday morning we woke up and went and sat with all of his friends (and my friends) out in the living room, i feel like he treats me a little different with his friends around, well i held it in for a while then i stormed out and he followed me and i got so mad at him i broke up with him for nothing! i thought i was mad abuot something but when i calmed down i realized i wasnt! (i have anger i already broke a phone and a cd) well an hour later i wanted him back and we r back together but i know hes hurt! and its such a crappy feeling for me and i know it is for him too i hate the way i act and when im getting mad like that i dont want to btu i cant stop! he met me at a park to talk and it was hard for him to say but he said we need a break and i freaked out! i made him cry bc this guy really likes me note that he hasnt cried like that since his brother died, well we r not on a break but he lives 45 min away from me so idk if i should give him a break not text him for a few days or what idk what to do about him and my mood swings! any one got any advice?! its really hard i cant lose this guy! thanks
well i feel like ive ruined it and idk what to do! i have a horrible temper and i think i may suffer from depression like these lttle arugments turn into a big thing because i awlays blow things up into porporsion well yesterday and the night before we had an amazing time together! but then yesterday morning we woke up and went and sat with all of his friends (and my friends) out in the living room, i feel like he treats me a little different with his friends around, well i held it in for a while then i stormed out and he followed me and i got so mad at him i broke up with him for nothing! i thought i was mad abuot something but when i calmed down i realized i wasnt! (i have anger i already broke a phone and a cd) well an hour later i wanted him back and we r back together but i know hes hurt! and its such a crappy feeling for me and i know it is for him too i hate the way i act and when im getting mad like that i dont want to btu i cant stop! he met me at a park to talk and it was hard for him to say but he said we need a break and i freaked out! i made him cry bc this guy really likes me note that he hasnt cried like that since his brother died, well we r not on a break but he lives 45 min away from me so idk if i should give him a break not text him for a few days or what idk what to do about him and my mood swings! any one got any advice?! its really hard i cant lose this guy! thanks