*goes up and slaps Kitana in the face* Now that I have your attention, listen up. Whatever has happened has happened. Period. It's over and done with there being nothing you can do to change it. what you can do is quit your whining and sniffling and TALK TO HIM. Explain you're upset and your feelings of betrayal and also tell him that you still want to be with him and discuss with him how you want to make things work out for the best. If he's not willing to work it out then he's not the one for you, simple as that. Any feelings you have for him mean nothing if he's not the right one for you. You'll need to set them aside, end it, and work on healing after it's over. This whole "I want to die" bullshit is just plain stupid and not something I see you doing. You have shown yourself to be a strong independent woman on this site, so this whining you're doing is ruining that image. True, I don't have any particular fondness for you, but I respect your work (which is something worth living for on its own) and wouldn't want to see the creator of such awesome work throw her life away over some guy she thought was the right one for her. Where's that backbone, Kit?