My ex and I both knew we couldn't be together anymore, and I took a chance with this guy I had slight feelings for. My boyfriend now is great for me. He cares and is sweet, and he loves me. I love him too, but lately I've been having dreams about my ex. I'm always trying to be with him and he pushes me away, or vice versa. I always fear that I still love my ex in that ''special'' way now. I'm having a baby and I don't know if it's the hormones or not.