I have an unnatural obsession. How do I stop being so negative?

I wish I had been born to super rich parents like Petra Ecclestone or one of those Arab princesses. I'll never know what that amazing lifestyle is like. Never working, just spending everday as a rich socialite. Their houses are huge compared to what mine will be when I'm an adult. Eve though I went to school and worked all because of who their parents are.

They get to fly on private jets and stuff. They can go to Hermes, Prada, Gucci or Louis Vuitton and buy up the whole store if they want to. I'll never be able to do that.

I'd do anything to be rich at this point. Marry into it whatever. Even if it meant marrying a crazy man that beat me everynight I'd do it.
I've decided not to have kids so they will never feel like this. I only want to have kids if I can give them any and everything that they could want.

Do you think I'll get over feeling like this? I actually cry about it when I read about rich heiresses and their fabulous lives.
Lai: I hope I can be like you someday and not care about money as much. I'd be a much happier person.
 
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