♫Nicole♫ ♪
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...tomorrow (no joke)? Ok, so I finally admit and came to realize that I have an eating disorder. I am 100 lbs. (as of today, tomorrow I'll probably be like 200!). Many of my family and friends are concerned about me, and I am too. But this whole thing has taken over my life. I am really, really obsessive with food and calories. I am however planning to get help. My cousin is in the medical field, and she was telling me all of these things that could possibly happen to me. That really scared me. This has total control over me. I am freaking out now because we went to the beach today and I splurged on a small ice cream cone with sprinkles. That was the only thing I was planning to eat, but my cousin made me eat a tiny (not even a whole slice) bit of sicilian pizza, and some cheese fries! AHHHH!!! I am freaking out inside! 40 lbs here I come! And then when I got home my mom made meatloaf and broccoli for dinner! and I had an apple for dessert! (mind you I only had a granola bar for breakfast!) I am freaking out. Am I going to be so fat tomorrow? or is it all in my head? I might go out to get a burger tomorrow with my cuz, idk!!!! I do eat healthy though, I plan to eat a single serving of cheerios, a yogurt for lunch, apple or some kind of fruit for snack. IDK! Can someone please help? I am going to be huge!
P.S. This is a serious issue.
This is serious, if you are going to make jokes about this, kindly skip this question. I don't have time to deal with BS.
P.S. This is a serious issue.
This is serious, if you are going to make jokes about this, kindly skip this question. I don't have time to deal with BS.