I have a problome.

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malibu420allday

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Ok I made this account so I can solve a problem I've had for a long time back when I was little ppl use to tease me and beat the shit out of me. After awhile I became suicidal. Well that sucked but that
 
Well firstly the advice you are looking for is unlikely to be any help from this site, you obviously have a serious problem and I would suggest that you seek professional help dispite the way you feel about doctors etc. As you have already said, you are a danger to yourself and maybe others. I think you owe it to yourself and the people you love to to get help. You already know what you need to do. I hope everything works out. :)
 
You are doing the right thing with seeking help, you must continue to do so and stay hopeful, getting yourself locked up even when you feel this way is not necessarily the answer. I do not know your medical history and furthermore I am not a doctor, but maybe you should consider seeking a second oppinion on your condition.
 
I'm not a doctor, I don't pretend to be one but to me, it sounds like a fairly serious mental illness. Assuming you're seeing a psychiatrist (not a counselor or a therapist but a full on MD psycho analytical type) you have to understand these things will not get resolved in one visit. It may take years and a goodly amount of money.

You can certainly come here to vent and blow off steam without having to black out but I don't think that anyone on this site, or any other web site, is going to be able to offer you any real help. So keep going to the doctors a do your best to get the help you need.
 
This sort of reminds of the movie "The butterfly effect".

Seek professional help, and maybe leave your fiance until it's all settled, if it ever does. Goto one of those helping hospitals, or take a long calm vacation.

Do something which doesn't require much thinking, or getting your nerves up. :thumbsup:
 
I have also see many different doctors over this and they all same the same thing so I have tried many different doctors, not just one. I just kinda needed a few questions solved on this idea and any opinion would be great.
 
Try switching to different therapists, ones that specialize in neurological disorders. I understand your frustration, but you have to understand that there are many rare disorders that take years to diagnose.
It'd also help if you could describe these black-out episodes. Are you going about your business and then you wake up doing something out-of-the-ordinary?
 
I have had some bad migrains since as long as I can remember, they only last about 30 sec's, but I'm inconpasitated by them. Sometims my nose will even start bleading during them. I went to medical about them, and instead of listening to me, they made a desision on my weight.

They contacted my chain of command and I got punished for not eating.:mad:

I think everyone has some quirks about them, and I would say get looked at, but you have done it. Keep seeing someone, as you said it might take years, but how long would it take if you didn't do anything.

Good luck.
 
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