I have a major dilemma.....I need help. This is a long story. Please read...

[tatersma1]

...all(without judgment)? When I was in high school I was madly in love with my best friend. I never attempted anything with him though and he never did with me either. Graduation happened, and we lost touch. Recently we found each other again and have started talking. We have both admitted how we felt in the past but didn't tell each other then. Now the same feelings are starting to be there on both our ends. The problem is that I am married. I truly love my husband and would never want to hurt him. However, my husband is not there in all the ways I need him to be. He is not emotionally supportive, he never compliments me. He never tries to make me feel good about me, us, or anything else. My best friend does this so well. In one phone conversation he made me feel special, loved, beautiful, and wanted. All things I am not getting at home. I have thought so much about this that my head literally hurts. It's been weeks and I am no closer to answers than I was. I can honestly say that I LOVE them both. I don't know what to do. I can't hurt either of them. What am I supposed to do?? Please advise me without criticizing. Anyone else ever been in love with two people at the same time? How am I supposed to deal? I am having dreams of taking my own life because I am so torn. Please help.