do us a favour... stop whinging.
Damn dude, all that happens with you is you whinge about your conditions and your life and wtf ever else. Stop it. Its not depressing, its just sad. Try and look at the good shit. You said your life rocks: why? did you get laid on the weekend, did you just take a ride in a grouse car, are you planning a sex trip to thailand???
Focus on that, and you'll do better. If you keep up the way you are going, you will turn into a pathological whinger and then where would you be??
take a deep breath, count to five, and have a good hard look at yourself.