I have a fat fetish, but here's the kicker?

[Straw Hat Samurai 2.0]

I can't find a way to make my folks understand and accept it. I tried explaining it once or twice to my mother, bu t I don't think she entirely gets it (that it affects my preference of women). I have no idea how much my father knows. Playboy just doesn't do it for me. It gets worse. I don't know how to tell anyone, particularly of the fenmale set whom I might find attractive because I don't want to come off as shallow (mostly because I'm not), and when I tell anyone else I feel likea gay guy coming out of the closet. Even saying this here feels like a big risk because I don't know what people will think or say. I'm only doing this here because of the anononimity. So any helpful advice or comforting/supportive words?

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Please pardon my bad spelling. I was rushing express myself.