I have a bf and am talking to a guy, is this ok? READ DESCRIPTION BEFORE YOU JUDGE?

[Britany]

so, i've been dating my bf for 2.5 years but hes not always around and not always the nicest to me. He's always more concerned with himself than me or anyone else for that matter. for example, last christmas he bought himself $600 rims but i didnt get anything from him (after i spent $600 on him... i know its the thought but he obviously didnt even think about me!!) so anyways... i've kinda known that we've been drifting for a while but i love him so much that i've kinda put up with it and all my attempts to get things right have failed and make me hate him even more. so anyways, i really like this kid from my college and am texting him and he knows i have a bf and doesnt want me to hang out with him if its guna make me feel bad about my bf but idk what to do. is it ok that im talking to the guy? what should i do? thanks