hi .. i am 21 years old and i am engaged..i am gettin married by next may.. i have never had sex before ..never even kissed anyone before(i am from south india).. the problem is i am afraid of sex.. i have watched so many sex scenes in hollywood movies.. whenever i watch them with my friends i get irritated while my friends get excited.. whenever my hubby to be tries to give me a french kiss i avoid him some way.. i think its disgusting.. also will it pain while havin sex.. i am really afraid because my hubby to be is eagerly waitin to have sex with me on our marriage nite (he has never had sex before).. i am sure i am gonna ruin it..whenever i think about it i feel like cryin.. help me friends..does sex gives u pleasure..