I hate my fucked up life

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Ok my life sucks! I tried to kill myself a few weeks back and all my freinds were all sad and then like this week they've all turned on me. my friend,who i thought was trustworthy, went to the counseling office and told about my "episode" and all about my our other friend and got out friend taken out of school b/c they were mad at us. now i have no friends and the only other friend i have left to go somewhere b/c of what they said. and my b/c of my suicide incident my parents are moving me four hours away from all that is keeping me aliv. i have no fucking hope left. the world is shit. i hope i die...and now my parents don't trust me either which is shit /c i am very trustworthy. :mad: :mfinger: i hate everything now...
 
I dont know everything,(obviously)but killin yourself solves nothin- it just gives your probs to anyone who gives a shit about you. Youre only 15, there is too much in life you havent seen yet. the worst thing you can do is give up. Just give it time, all you wait for waits for you.......look on the bright side,youre not dull and boring-----LIKE ME... :thumbsup:
 
TEN HUT RETARD, killing yourself is the easy way out! your only a younging! you have the rest of your life ahead of you!! just cause you don't like the way it is now, doesn't mean it won't be awesome later! now stop your pussing and get on with your life!!!!!
 
First off all.. Your friends do care about you. And no, taking your life wont solve or make everything okay. Killing yourself only shows dem others how weak you are. You need to stand up for your self. You need something to belive in. And off course you need patience. Nothing comes the easy way - Yet does not goes the easy way either

And tell me more, why does your life suck so hard? Just an ordinary depression, or something deeper? Problems with love? And tell your parents to stop their shit-talk bout moving you away from where you belong. Tell them that if they move you away they will only make things worse.

And remember to always trust yourself. Don't bother thinking too much about your problems. Instead think about what's funny about your life, and why it's worth living!

And yet, "Those things who dosen't kill you, only make you stronger"
 
I can not lie and tell you life going to get any easier. In fact I am not aware of how bad your situation is... There was this time, I was like you. I struggled with myself and fact I am struggling right now finding reason to wake up and pushing myself to take on another day.

Life sometimes is what you make of it and at 15... to want to die... is terrible. You have to wonder though what awaits you on the other side. Is it going to be any better or less. Suicide is an answer, but then you will never get to feel the sweet summer rain, the warm sunshine... you won't get to watch another sunset fall into the beautiful star lit sky.

You will never be able to kiss the lips of someone you love, touch their body and make love them. At 15 you have yet to truly discover all the beauty of life. I don't even think an 80 year old man has experienced all the joys that come with living.

You need to stop and think about where you are at. It's the small things that make life wonderful, that moment when you realize that it is alright to cry, the second your realize that you can laugh again like a child. Life is never hopeless, unless you make it that way.

You have now just seen all the illusions bestowed upon you when your little stripped away and I think that
 
Good, you`ve released some anger there, that`s a lot off your chest now, maybe you think we can`t help you, but we`ll do our best, live as long as you can, as long as you`re meant, and realize that you take whatever you have left, you`re taking for granted.....don`t be a quitter, go out there and do something about things, or just live it, help yourself, and God, will help you.
 
well i've several suicide attempts and wat usually stopped me are my friends... also, although committing suicide takes alot of guts, its just an easy way out as others haf mentioned... now i do not want to leave this earth thinking i've given up soo easily.. life is all about constant struggling and that is wat it is.... now dont listen to people who say ur cryin for attention and all cuz they dont know wat it is like... i've suffered and still am suffering from depression and as i've said been soo close to killing myself but after i stopped myself and thought through it, i realised its not worth it... so ur probably not thinkin clearly either so i advice you to think ur whole situationg through.. life wld not get better but do not give up without a fight! im sorry about your friends though, maybe you shld talk things through with them??? i know its difficult cuz my frens are my life too but give it a shot!
 
i think i like how this guy said it the best. suicide is rediculous. do you care about your friends? if so then consider chilling out for them if not for yourself.
 
My friend went through the exact same thing and her mom moved her to a school 20 min. away. Everyone but me turned on her. But she made a huge group of better friends and is so happy now. Her life is so much better. And you'll do just as well too. And as far as your parents, they'll gain faith in you again. Just keep your nose clean for awhile and everything will be alright. Trust me. If you ever need to talk more, I know a lot about this topic, so just message me and I'll listen to whatever u wanna get off your back.
 
You believe that friend that told on you is not trustworthy anymore but in all honesty he's the one friend that did the best thing for you. He had the best intentions, even though I'm sure the outcome was not what the intention was originally. That friend of yours was worried about you and probably was hoping to find help for you. Unfortunately schools freak out over this and figure getting rid of what could possibly be a financial loss would be best for everyone. In fact it ends up hurting peopel in the end. That's what my college did to me.

I wasn't suicidal, but my counselor freaked out when I said I was unhappy there and I wasn't sleeping right. She talked to the school and got me kicked out. Apparently, a student did the same thing and they took a risk. This student said he was unhappy and lost sleep and the school kept him in and then he killed himself. They lost money over it so they figured do take risks. It sucks when they do that. I was a senior in college for goodness sake. I was about to graduate and the dumb school kicked me out cause I lost a few Z's.

It's unfortunate you had to move away from the peopel and friends you cared about. It sounds as though your parents are just trying to do what's best for you. Think about it this way though...you made friends before, you'll do it again. Think of this as a new beginning...a fresh start. You do have hope anywhere you go, but you have to look for somethign that makes you happy. something active. Maybe a club or just a bunch of new people that don't know you from before. It truly can help to know that people are looking at you with fresh eyes and an unbiased mind. Try to at least smile everyday. I tend to bury myself in a song I can relate to when I feel down. Try that! It makes me feel better, maybe it could make you feel better!
 
U know I was once the same way a couple years back, thought nothing was going right and felt completely uncared for...I kept thinking "where's the love?"...after many thoughts of suicide and only one attempt my friends help me realize that life is just beginning, so I never had a love life or a girl friend or any start at first but after I graduating everything became clear..I have a long time of freedom to live my life and do what I want to make of it.

to this day I've lived out many things I've always wanted to do, but I still have thoughts of suicide often and keeping all these blades, daggers, pocket knifes, k-bars, and a couple swords in my room always gives me that certain time if I want to...but really they help me control the thoughts, as my friends told me, "if ur looking for love, just hold in there, life won't always give u what u want on a silver platter"...I figured, I got the weapons surrounding, do it, I dare u...and I can't because of everyone else who keeps saying, I won't be able to live if u do, so I'll join u...my feelings of others are stronger because I don't care about what happens to myself and I have no emotions for sadness..seriously, I showed nothing to my mom leaving my family for another guy when everyone else cried and wanted revenge or whatever...it's not me to care about what happens, it's life, deal with it, figure a way around it, and move on

as for ur traitor friends, fuck them, I learned something, ur true friends are those who u can consider brothers and I've got two of them that I've known for 7 years ever since I first moved to ohio..we'd take bullets for each other, those are friends

I can also tell you to look to the bright side, stay positive, I always am, never mad, never sad, never emotional, just positive.....and don't sit in the dark too long..trust me it brings the feelings back to easily when u think alone with no one around to stop u

oh...and after reading Kitana's reply, I gotta tell u it helps a bit to know others out there are wise enough to lend a helping thought
 
ONly one attempt at suicide? I think it is bad enough if you even think about it, but actually going for it, damn. But good thing you didn't end up killing yourself.
 
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