I had this weird dream that i tried to kill myself....what's it mean?

[lisaclara]

This means that you have a very active imagination. I had a dream that I was 21 again and then I was crying because I knew I couldn't stay there in the dream........just really weird. But it means nothing really. Sometimes, the mind uses dreams to help you escape from reality at least that's what happens to me. Many teenagers experience depression on some level so if you have any mood changes, or are feeling depressed or like you want to kill yourself in reality - you need to see a doctor because you could have a chemical imbalance of the brain which is easily treatable. But, if you don't have any depression symptoms this is probably just symbolism because you feel that you want to escape from the pressures and pain that are in your reality right now or the stress that you perceive will be there when you are older. In any case, you're probably wishing that you could escape from the normal process of growing up with all of the pain, pressures and stress that come with that. It's really good to talk about these things with a friend or a social worker at your school. They are trained to be good listeners and help you work through some issues regarding your future.

 

[Nicole m]

I'm sitting in a blank yellow room on a couch (yellow), some computer dude is sitting on a computer a few feet away from me.

Some dude comes in the room and walks toward me (I'm totally relaxed), he whispers in my ear "You can handle suicide" and hands me a gun.

I take the gun (put it in my pant buckle thing i just happen to have) and walk out of the room.

There are police out side, so I start to run away from them. (we're in a city)

There is a mob chasing me, I run for what seems like forever (I'm running in sand all of a sudden...) and then stop. The mob goes on for miles in every direction and I'm surrounded.

I put the gun to my head, totally relaxed, and then I tense my arm and the dream ends.

The gun was loaded (I saw the dude at the start of the dream load it) but in the dream it never went off.


What does all of that mean?

I'm 13, but in the dream I was like 16, 17, or 18.
And I'm a female.
Well, i mean, I was debating between suicide earlier. and then this dream came. Does that mean I'm gonna do the wrong thing?
Really in real life commit suicide. My dad tried to kill himself, so did my grandpa (he did, before I was born)... is it genetic?