i had casual sex with a guy last night i felt pressured.
i broke down afterwards and sobbed like a baby. he stood there not knowing what to say, he asked how many times i had sex before. it hurt when we did it. i was tense and i wasn't ready. he said i was crying like i was a virgin or something. it hurt a lot, i've only had sex few times with my ex bf. i felt pain both mental and physical
i told him something i dont tell many people. i told him about how i was raped 2 years ago when i was a virgin. i sobbed and cried and felt shock as i was telling him this . i broke down and spilled everything. and i didnt wanna leave i felt i could talk and cry forever.
i cried after sex everytime when my ex bf and i were dating. i let myself go the 1st week of us dating and i feel dirty and used. i don't know why i had sex with my ex so soon, but it was the biggest mistake of my life, and last night i felt it was the second one.
why i cant break away from this now is beyond me. i had a lot of self respect and now ive become a whore. i let myself go again last night. i told him he used me. i know all he wanted was sex and he got it.
help me deal with myself, i dont know who i am anymore
i broke down afterwards and sobbed like a baby. he stood there not knowing what to say, he asked how many times i had sex before. it hurt when we did it. i was tense and i wasn't ready. he said i was crying like i was a virgin or something. it hurt a lot, i've only had sex few times with my ex bf. i felt pain both mental and physical
i told him something i dont tell many people. i told him about how i was raped 2 years ago when i was a virgin. i sobbed and cried and felt shock as i was telling him this . i broke down and spilled everything. and i didnt wanna leave i felt i could talk and cry forever.
i cried after sex everytime when my ex bf and i were dating. i let myself go the 1st week of us dating and i feel dirty and used. i don't know why i had sex with my ex so soon, but it was the biggest mistake of my life, and last night i felt it was the second one.
why i cant break away from this now is beyond me. i had a lot of self respect and now ive become a whore. i let myself go again last night. i told him he used me. i know all he wanted was sex and he got it.
help me deal with myself, i dont know who i am anymore