I'm an athlete
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I apologize for this being so long.
So I'm a HS senior, graduating in May. Back sometime in September, I fell for the superstar, super hot girls basketball player. I play football. When we lost in the first round of district playoffs due to a bias officiating crew being assigned to our game (people hate my school because we are falsely accused of recruiting), all the football players were very depressed, myself included. I was the most depressed. Why? Because it is my senior year of HS and I NEVER started a game. Ever. Her and I have the final class of the day together, and she randomly came up to me and asked why I looked extra sad. I told her because we lost and I was feeling lonely (which I was). So I guess she felt bad and invited me out to dinner with her friends, which I obviously accepted. She gave me her cell number, then school was dismissed. A few hours later, she called and said we were going to go to the school hockey game instead, which I agreed to (I didn't really mind where we went as long as I was with her). That was one of the best nights of my life. We talked and made conversation and it was fun. When the game was over, she gave me a hug goodbye then we went home. That night out made me like her even more. For the next month, I procrastinated on asking her out for a second date (and maybe even a relationship). I hired two kids to talk to her for me in that time span. One was a good friend of hers, the other a teammate of mine. I paid the teammate $5 to talk to her, but she never said anything to me. The friend did it for free, despite me almost having a heart attack even asking the friend to talk to her for me. So one day in the winter, I guess not knowing how she felt about me was killing me, so I decided to talk to her myself in study hall. I got some one on one time, and asked her if my teammate talked to her and she said yes. And that's when I told her how I was afraid to ask her out for a second time, and she wanted to know why. I told her that I felt she is an angel and I'm the most hated kid in the school (I'm not very popular, despite being a football player). That's when she got a big grin on her face. Then she says to me "You know that I love you and you know that I leave for college July 5 (shes on basketball scholarship), but I'm not looking for a relationship right now." I knew she was going to tell me no anyways, so I said that I understand and I respected her decision. So we shook hands, but she promised we would hang as friends outside school sometime. I thought that she liked me because she would randomly write on my facebook page and randomly like my stuff. Now all she does is put me down and make me feel bad about myself. She even went and got a boyfriend even though she said she didn't want a relationship. The boyfriend: a Division 1 football player. It just sickens me that she told me no because I'm not a D1 player. And when she lost in district playoffs but still qualified for the state tournament, I posted on her page to cheer her up, but she posted a comment saying her best hoop days will always be in HS but thanks, which really put me down and made me feel like I shouldn't have even posted it. She says all the time her and I will always be friends, and that she doesnt like criminals and obnoxious guys, when she really does cause shes always hanging with those types of guys. Im not a criminal and I dont find myself obnoxious. Im not very popular or good looking, and Im always by myself. She knows this too, and knows that I get picked on all the time and she doesnt even try to cheer me up. So, should I forget about her, and move on? Or should I do something else? Again, I apologize for this being so long.
So I'm a HS senior, graduating in May. Back sometime in September, I fell for the superstar, super hot girls basketball player. I play football. When we lost in the first round of district playoffs due to a bias officiating crew being assigned to our game (people hate my school because we are falsely accused of recruiting), all the football players were very depressed, myself included. I was the most depressed. Why? Because it is my senior year of HS and I NEVER started a game. Ever. Her and I have the final class of the day together, and she randomly came up to me and asked why I looked extra sad. I told her because we lost and I was feeling lonely (which I was). So I guess she felt bad and invited me out to dinner with her friends, which I obviously accepted. She gave me her cell number, then school was dismissed. A few hours later, she called and said we were going to go to the school hockey game instead, which I agreed to (I didn't really mind where we went as long as I was with her). That was one of the best nights of my life. We talked and made conversation and it was fun. When the game was over, she gave me a hug goodbye then we went home. That night out made me like her even more. For the next month, I procrastinated on asking her out for a second date (and maybe even a relationship). I hired two kids to talk to her for me in that time span. One was a good friend of hers, the other a teammate of mine. I paid the teammate $5 to talk to her, but she never said anything to me. The friend did it for free, despite me almost having a heart attack even asking the friend to talk to her for me. So one day in the winter, I guess not knowing how she felt about me was killing me, so I decided to talk to her myself in study hall. I got some one on one time, and asked her if my teammate talked to her and she said yes. And that's when I told her how I was afraid to ask her out for a second time, and she wanted to know why. I told her that I felt she is an angel and I'm the most hated kid in the school (I'm not very popular, despite being a football player). That's when she got a big grin on her face. Then she says to me "You know that I love you and you know that I leave for college July 5 (shes on basketball scholarship), but I'm not looking for a relationship right now." I knew she was going to tell me no anyways, so I said that I understand and I respected her decision. So we shook hands, but she promised we would hang as friends outside school sometime. I thought that she liked me because she would randomly write on my facebook page and randomly like my stuff. Now all she does is put me down and make me feel bad about myself. She even went and got a boyfriend even though she said she didn't want a relationship. The boyfriend: a Division 1 football player. It just sickens me that she told me no because I'm not a D1 player. And when she lost in district playoffs but still qualified for the state tournament, I posted on her page to cheer her up, but she posted a comment saying her best hoop days will always be in HS but thanks, which really put me down and made me feel like I shouldn't have even posted it. She says all the time her and I will always be friends, and that she doesnt like criminals and obnoxious guys, when she really does cause shes always hanging with those types of guys. Im not a criminal and I dont find myself obnoxious. Im not very popular or good looking, and Im always by myself. She knows this too, and knows that I get picked on all the time and she doesnt even try to cheer me up. So, should I forget about her, and move on? Or should I do something else? Again, I apologize for this being so long.