I feel that i lack the ability to truly feel anymore, is this just a phase or...

jael b

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...can it be something serious? I am a 17 year old male, senior in high school
I have begun to lose interest in my friends, family, and hobbies
im always angry and i been told i have a permanent angry smurk on my face
i wake up already feeling angry at the world, i snap at everyone for no reason
i have lost all sexual interest in women, i don't even attempt to talk to them anymore
i have a hard time truly feeling any other kind of emotion other than anger
i saw my father cry today and i felt nothing , i was actually annoyed at him for it
my sister recently also had fallen of the stairs of my house and while she was on the floor i had no intention of helping her, i just sat and watched her lay there
i have trouble sleeping at night
i have also lost all interest of going out with friends
i prefer to stay home and do nothing instead.
i always have the mindset that i am not wanted anywhere and that
i am bothersome to other people
when i am alone i have the constant fear that i am being watched by something or some one
i have also developed the habit of punching myself and puncturing holes into my ears with needles
i have sudden impulses of rage or embarrassment where i throw my phone or ipod to the wall or what ever happens to be in my hand, but these sort of things only happen when i am alone
i also hate being touched by people
i am sometimes disgusted when people attempt to hug me
 
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