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its a long story, but im in y 11 and had my form tutor since y8 .... there was a lot of trouble going on at home and i was extremely worried about my mother, it really got me down. im normally a really out going person, but for them few months i was really down. My form tutor seemed genuinely worried, which makes me happy because she is my idle. She helped me out, but then i kind of depended on her. Things got awkward. i knew i was putting her in difficult positions, but i couldn't help it. She told me to go to the professional helpers at my school. But i didn't want to talk to someone who was paid to listen to me, i wanted to talk to her.
Things settled down, its still bad at home, but ive matured now and kind of sorted myself out ... however i still feel terrible, and that teacher, even though not my form tutor anymore is my idle, and i like her as a sister or a really good friend. I feel really stupid, but i still feel terrible for what i put her through, and ive apologized, but i don't think she gets how much i mean it.
im constantly thinking about her and wanting her to notice me ... im not a lesbian by the way ... its just i just think the world of her . i don't no what to do , and im scared when i leave school next year, that ill never see her again, and will never get rid of this sad weird feeling , i cant even explain to her anything, i just write her letters of apology and avoid her for ages because i just feel awkward, i even smile on a morning when i see her car in the car park ...
what do i do??
Things settled down, its still bad at home, but ive matured now and kind of sorted myself out ... however i still feel terrible, and that teacher, even though not my form tutor anymore is my idle, and i like her as a sister or a really good friend. I feel really stupid, but i still feel terrible for what i put her through, and ive apologized, but i don't think she gets how much i mean it.
im constantly thinking about her and wanting her to notice me ... im not a lesbian by the way ... its just i just think the world of her . i don't no what to do , and im scared when i leave school next year, that ill never see her again, and will never get rid of this sad weird feeling , i cant even explain to her anything, i just write her letters of apology and avoid her for ages because i just feel awkward, i even smile on a morning when i see her car in the car park ...
what do i do??