tonight is my daughters 10th b-day. boy do i feel old now :frown: all day i sat and remembered the "glorious" day she came into my life. what a scarey day that was
. so today she hits the double digits, i remember i was 20 when i had her :frown: boy was i young. then i turned 21 a month and a bit after. age never effects me, i like getting older, i feel more comfortable with age. but watching them grow up, that part saddens me :frown: i miss when they were babies, i can't wait for them to grow up, then i feel a pang. i love getting my freedom back, i love knowing i'll still be young when they leave. but i lost my youth, i had my kids too young. so its bitter sweet their b-days now. at the end of the month my youngest turns 7. where has the time gone? with each passing year, it goes faster, they are closer to leaving me :sad: i hate and like that part.
