American Honey
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My boyfriend and I have been together 9 months. There has only been 3 days that we have not seen each other in our whole relationship (hes mostly the one always coming over) Im 19 hes 20. Hes my first boyfriend and my "first". We waited 4 months before we had sex. When we first started we use to do it like 4 times a week. Now it keeps going down. Like once every 1-2 weeks. Last week though twice but now nothing. I just don't feel like Im attractive enough for him or something.
Hes over everyday with my family but sometimes when hes over it feels like hes a part of my family family and not my boyfriend because we aren't intimate that much.
I need some physical loving too and I think its kinda sad that IM the one whos feeling "left out".
I don't really know whats going on in his head, whether he wants to be together for the long run.
He had an appointment with an army recruiter the other day but he canceled because of me.
His plan was always to move down south to finish his criminal justice degree but he was telling my mom that he cant do that to me so he wants to go to a college in our state thats 3 hours away. (he never tells me this stuff only my mom)
So I really dont know.
Hes over everyday with my family but sometimes when hes over it feels like hes a part of my family family and not my boyfriend because we aren't intimate that much.
I need some physical loving too and I think its kinda sad that IM the one whos feeling "left out".
I don't really know whats going on in his head, whether he wants to be together for the long run.
He had an appointment with an army recruiter the other day but he canceled because of me.
His plan was always to move down south to finish his criminal justice degree but he was telling my mom that he cant do that to me so he wants to go to a college in our state thats 3 hours away. (he never tells me this stuff only my mom)
So I really dont know.