summerseason
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Everywhere I turn, people I used to know and people I do know have made themselves such good lives. Its like all the primary school friends I had who had a perfect life when we were friends while mine was pretty fucked up have gone on and have even better lives now and a good social circle. My best mate is waaay better than me, she goes to all the school formals, has guy friends, has heaps of girl friends, etc etc. She also manages to lose weight really fast and keep it off while I put all this effort into staying skinny for a few years only to ruin it all last year because of binge eating which I still suck at.
I've always gotten pretty good grades but now in the last real term of highschool my grades are starting to suffer a bit. Like in art, i put heaps of time and effort into my major piece and i thought the final product was bloody good along with some other people, but my teacher decides to give me the lowest A while everyone else in the class got better, even though there work wasn't better. Fuck my life.
Now I'm going to fail this computing subject i do at school because tomorrow an assignment is due but im behind for missing a whole week of school but my teacher doesnt care so i lose.
Every weekend everyone uploads all their photos from the weekend on facebook. I get to see how everyone I've known throughout my life still have better lives than me, just like they always did.
FUUUUCKKK MY LIFE. I have no close friends at school. This girl who was kind of like me and not really good friends with anyone started hanging out with my group a few months ago. Shes still pretty shy but they definitely like her and are giving her a chance, unlike me.
Then theres the guy thing. At the weekend my friend stayed the night and we just had a few guys over, one of them whom i had been talking to lately and seemed interested in me. By the end of the night it was those two chatting away and she stole my limelight, not deliberately, but still. Sucks to be me.
I'm not ADD, Bipolar, or emo thankyou. I'm completely normal. I just end up in really bad situations and I'm supposed to deal with it all on my own. But in the end I just end up worse off than everyone else, even if I did try my best.
and I HAVE to do well in year 12. If I could never make friends at this school, then I sure as hell want to get a good end of year score.
I just want to whinge because its so unfair. All the people I've been friends with in my life have had everything go well for them, and still do to this day. Its like I just get crap after crap after crap.
I'm not ADD, Bipolar, or emo thankyou. I'm completely normal. I just end up in really bad situations and I'm supposed to deal with it all on my own. But in the end I just end up worse off than everyone else, even if I did try my best.
Thanks for the answers. This guy is still talking to me and wants to get to know me. I just always feel though like I will never measure up to all the other girls hes had. Like this one girlfriend he loved and went out with for a while, but she dumped him. What was it about her that was so amazing? why am I never that girl?
everyone else seems to be that girl but me.
I've always gotten pretty good grades but now in the last real term of highschool my grades are starting to suffer a bit. Like in art, i put heaps of time and effort into my major piece and i thought the final product was bloody good along with some other people, but my teacher decides to give me the lowest A while everyone else in the class got better, even though there work wasn't better. Fuck my life.
Now I'm going to fail this computing subject i do at school because tomorrow an assignment is due but im behind for missing a whole week of school but my teacher doesnt care so i lose.
Every weekend everyone uploads all their photos from the weekend on facebook. I get to see how everyone I've known throughout my life still have better lives than me, just like they always did.
FUUUUCKKK MY LIFE. I have no close friends at school. This girl who was kind of like me and not really good friends with anyone started hanging out with my group a few months ago. Shes still pretty shy but they definitely like her and are giving her a chance, unlike me.
Then theres the guy thing. At the weekend my friend stayed the night and we just had a few guys over, one of them whom i had been talking to lately and seemed interested in me. By the end of the night it was those two chatting away and she stole my limelight, not deliberately, but still. Sucks to be me.
I'm not ADD, Bipolar, or emo thankyou. I'm completely normal. I just end up in really bad situations and I'm supposed to deal with it all on my own. But in the end I just end up worse off than everyone else, even if I did try my best.
and I HAVE to do well in year 12. If I could never make friends at this school, then I sure as hell want to get a good end of year score.
I just want to whinge because its so unfair. All the people I've been friends with in my life have had everything go well for them, and still do to this day. Its like I just get crap after crap after crap.
I'm not ADD, Bipolar, or emo thankyou. I'm completely normal. I just end up in really bad situations and I'm supposed to deal with it all on my own. But in the end I just end up worse off than everyone else, even if I did try my best.
Thanks for the answers. This guy is still talking to me and wants to get to know me. I just always feel though like I will never measure up to all the other girls hes had. Like this one girlfriend he loved and went out with for a while, but she dumped him. What was it about her that was so amazing? why am I never that girl?
everyone else seems to be that girl but me.