I recently moved from an abusive family to better myself. I got a job here in texas , but my pain was all masked . it was not gone. it was all there. I just hid it underneath. Eventhough i had a girlfriend i started feeling alone after a while.
I started having sex addiction while at work. I am not sure how to say this but i told this to my girlfriend few months ago and she was devestated. if i "hadn't" told her it was like a big burden inside my soul.
But now it seems like she just want to not talk to me no more. I tried to explain to her that this is an addiction and that it doesn't mean i don't love her. But she doesn't seem to understand that. i wish she did .
Now for 2-3 days she hasn't been talking to me.
i feel so sad and i just was crying . I have no body here and i am all alone . I am not skilled to deal with relationship issues since I never had a good relationship with my parents while growing up .
The last thing my dad did was to chase me with a knife , for which i called the cops on him.
I just thought she was the one for me and that she wouuld understand me .
But i guess I was wrong. and that makes me very sad..
I been trying to contact her for 2-3 days but she's Not picking up her phone at all.
I don't know what to do . i am just going crazy.
I started having sex addiction while at work. I am not sure how to say this but i told this to my girlfriend few months ago and she was devestated. if i "hadn't" told her it was like a big burden inside my soul.
But now it seems like she just want to not talk to me no more. I tried to explain to her that this is an addiction and that it doesn't mean i don't love her. But she doesn't seem to understand that. i wish she did .
Now for 2-3 days she hasn't been talking to me.
i feel so sad and i just was crying . I have no body here and i am all alone . I am not skilled to deal with relationship issues since I never had a good relationship with my parents while growing up .
The last thing my dad did was to chase me with a knife , for which i called the cops on him.
I just thought she was the one for me and that she wouuld understand me .
But i guess I was wrong. and that makes me very sad..
I been trying to contact her for 2-3 days but she's Not picking up her phone at all.
I don't know what to do . i am just going crazy.