I have always wanted to be loved not for my sexuality but for who I am and never really got it. recently my ex boyfriend has been showing all this true love for me and I hate it i feel disgusted by it and feel weird and creeped out. When guys like me i feel gross. Oh and im not a lesbian. I would prefer to just be drunk and high at a party and hook up with random guys even though i know that is not love. and when Im at these parties then I desire love. Im 16 years old and i dont know what this is please help?
I dont like being truly loved? but yet i desire it so much?
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