Ok, so basically sick and tierd of people telling me I have and eating disorder.
I know that I don't but I'm going to ask here just to verifiy my thoughts
Ok so yeah I want to lose about 10-15 pounds
I am 5'5 and weigh 129 pounds
156 this time last year
142 pounds at christmas
and about a size 8-10 uk
and 4-5 US [I think]
And there is no harm in wanting to be thinner is there?
And yeah I may take a couple of diet pills, about 20 a day, but if 1 works well, then 20 should do an even better job.
and I dont eat, well at all, maybe a slice of bread but I throw it up afterwards but thats only becasue the feeling of food in my stomach makes me feel like an obese person.
I have been told I look sickly thin, even though I don't and it annoys me when people tell me I am, all they want is for me to stay fat so they can look better!!
I walk for about half an hour a day, as that is all my schedule will allow me, but I'm am planning to start excerising at nights again.
I have been like this for a while about 2 years and I dont see any problem with it, everyone has something that they want in life and will do anything to get it, all I am is determinded.
So yeah, thats about it , this post is more to convince myself than ask your opinons, although a little support on the whole not having an eating disorder thing would be helpful
I know that I don't but I'm going to ask here just to verifiy my thoughts
Ok so yeah I want to lose about 10-15 pounds
I am 5'5 and weigh 129 pounds
156 this time last year
142 pounds at christmas
and about a size 8-10 uk
and 4-5 US [I think]
And there is no harm in wanting to be thinner is there?
And yeah I may take a couple of diet pills, about 20 a day, but if 1 works well, then 20 should do an even better job.
and I dont eat, well at all, maybe a slice of bread but I throw it up afterwards but thats only becasue the feeling of food in my stomach makes me feel like an obese person.
I have been told I look sickly thin, even though I don't and it annoys me when people tell me I am, all they want is for me to stay fat so they can look better!!
I walk for about half an hour a day, as that is all my schedule will allow me, but I'm am planning to start excerising at nights again.
I have been like this for a while about 2 years and I dont see any problem with it, everyone has something that they want in life and will do anything to get it, all I am is determinded.
So yeah, thats about it , this post is more to convince myself than ask your opinons, although a little support on the whole not having an eating disorder thing would be helpful
