MidnightSnowxX
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So I've been using daydreams to get rid of my selfish desires, like if I wanted something really bad, or if I wanted things to turn out different, it would appear how I want in my daydreams. If two of my friends were in a fight, I'd have them still friends in my fantasy world, or if I just wanted someone out of my life, they'd be nonexistent in my world. I think its been affecting me lately, because I subconsciously ignore the people that don't exist in my mind and I would be confused to see why my friends are in a fight.
I've also been having irrational thoughts, part of me knows they aren't true, but the other part of me seriously believes in them. For example, I keep thinking that the world (reality) is a lie and a dream. I believe that after the dream ends, everything would be alright and happy. But in order to escape the dream, I'd have to kill myself. I also remember talking to inanimate objects and acting as if they have feelings and would answer me from time to time.
Everything just seems like a dream to me. I just feel disconnected to the world and reality, and I just can't come back. My past memories also seem like a dream too. One of the reason why is because I probably want to forget them. Another reason why is that I remember things my friends can't remember. AT ALL. Like I remember pulling this devious prank with my best friend 3 years ago, but she doesn't have a clue what happened. Or how I was close friends with this other friend around the 3rd grade, but he doesn't seem to remember us knowing each other at all.
Is this bad for you? Daydreaming like this? Especially if you've been doing it since you were about 4 or 5? By the way, I'm 13 of that helps.
@skycastle and Rangers I'm born in May, and a taurus. O:
I've also been having irrational thoughts, part of me knows they aren't true, but the other part of me seriously believes in them. For example, I keep thinking that the world (reality) is a lie and a dream. I believe that after the dream ends, everything would be alright and happy. But in order to escape the dream, I'd have to kill myself. I also remember talking to inanimate objects and acting as if they have feelings and would answer me from time to time.
Everything just seems like a dream to me. I just feel disconnected to the world and reality, and I just can't come back. My past memories also seem like a dream too. One of the reason why is because I probably want to forget them. Another reason why is that I remember things my friends can't remember. AT ALL. Like I remember pulling this devious prank with my best friend 3 years ago, but she doesn't have a clue what happened. Or how I was close friends with this other friend around the 3rd grade, but he doesn't seem to remember us knowing each other at all.
Is this bad for you? Daydreaming like this? Especially if you've been doing it since you were about 4 or 5? By the way, I'm 13 of that helps.
@skycastle and Rangers I'm born in May, and a taurus. O: