I CUT myself

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Is it wrong that when I look at my thighs and now my arms and see the slashes I have done with a razor, I see nothing wrong. I am no way suicidal. I have no desire to die. I wouldn't even say I am a depressed person. I have everything I need. My life is far from perfect, I have my problems as everyone else. I guess it is an control issue. If i am going to feel any pain. I am the one who will be the cause. I would never give that satisfaction to anyone. Fuck that!!!!! I would have no problem letting everyone know what I do as long as I wouldn't have to hear all the bullshit that would come out of their mouths. I DO NOT want anyone to see my scars and feel sorry for me. There is nothing to feel sorry about. I enjoy the feeling. I do think I am enjoying it a little to much because I am doing it so much more. Am I just fooling myself i'm i fucking crazy, please don't be so quick to judge if you haven't been there.
Any other cutters out there with advice?
 
Well, cutting yourself is totally pointless. Even if you don't feel depressed or anything, you shouldn't do it, because 1. it makes oyu look stupid, and 2. it makes you look stupid.

My advice-just stop. Find another hobby, like a sport or a video game or something...
 
He's right. You could get yourself in trouble, too. Theres techinacally nothing wrong with that, besides infection, but it couldmake the people who care about you concerned. You don't want to go to counseling, do you?

Get a hobby.
 
You could always cut other people.

No, don't do that, thats mean.

I don't think anyone is going to feel sorry for you, they're most likely going to chuckle to themselves, then look away.
 
Personally, I think cutting is retarded. It's nothing more than a cry for attention, no matter what kind of spin you put on it. You're worried that no one sees you, wants to be with you... yah blah blah blah gobbley goook.

I personally think your 'reasons' are lame, played out, and that you seriously have mental problems that are better dealt with by a real live brain understandy guy, and not internet fake people.

If you were really worried about anything, you'd be asking real people, instead of people who cannot help you. You are basically using this forum to enable yourself to think you're reaching out for help. When none of us can help you, you will then consider yourself a failure, and claim that no one cares enough to help you with your problems. When, in reality, there really isn't any tangible way we CAN help you other than refer you to someone who isn't an internet traveler.

Also, if you don't want anyone to look at your scars because you'll have to hear about how bad cutting is, blah blah blah, it sounds like you're ashamed of what you do, otherwise you'd stand up and say it isn't wrong. But, you're content to remain hidden about it, and then complain when no one wants to help.

If scars are your bag, then by all means, break out the exact-o knife and have at it. But don't sit there and tell me that you don't want people to feel sorry for you, when that's the whole fucking point in the first place.

Ignorance makes me feel sorry for people. Stupidity is a whole different story. Stupidity is basically the lack of enough comprehension skills to learn, whereas ignorance is just the refusal to learn.

I think you are ignorant, so yes, I'm going to feel sorry for you.

Self-mutilation isn't fucking normal. No matter what. IT ISN'T OK.
I honestly think you are 'fucking crazy'.

But, that's just an opinion.
 
A lot of old indian cultures used cutting to signify an extreme even in thier lives, like death. So unless you have a reason, mabye you should seek some therapy or something else.
 
I agree with brion. And I would like to add that there is more danger than you know about. There is a thread about a girl who died from cutting, she blead to death on accedent. How would your parents feel if they walked in your room one day and you were lying on the floor in a pool of your own blood?

And don't start with the "that won't happen to me, I'm carful" bullshit cause if you were carful you wouldn't have scars. I know from when I was young and stupid. Yeah, some pain helps take your mind off real problems, and it even feels kinda good. But how are you going to explane to someone in the future where those came from?
 
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