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JBRM123
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I am 22. I have had 12 partners over the past 6+ years. I am currently dating this guy (not my boyfriend just yet) but we like each other a lot. Before having sex with him (mister 12), I haven't had sex for 8 months (from mister 11 a guy I was dating not bf), and 5 months before mister 11 was mister 10 (my ex bf of 3 years) I honestly am not sure why I cried with mister 12! Was it because he was too large, because he is not my boyfriend yet, or is it because I upset over the "number" getting higher? Did I feel an emotional bond? Or was my mind telling me I was somehow 'cheating' on my ex of 3 years? Maybe its the thought that I was doing so well holding on to my grip till i met this guy I adore. Ugh, It could be all of the above too... I hate being a woman sometimes, but I know men go through emotional problems too (just not like us I guess) This is a ridiculous question, But I really would like the answer if any one knows what I am feeling/talking about. Thanks much everyone!