i can ride my bike with no handlebars, no handlebars!?

broken

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i am addicted to that song. Its sad though... Anyway, i have been really down lately and i have only told my best guy friend, JB. I wont tell anyone else because i don't want the whole school to know, and i cant trust my girlfriends, which sounds bad, but we all know its true. If one girl knows, they all do. So anyway, i have been crying allot because of it, i will walk to the bathroom allot and cry during play rehearsal. Because said person (whole sadness cause, long story) is there and it makes me really sad to be there, so i have these insane short crying episodes. And so JB gives me a hug, i go sit down by myself and its over for the time. The problem is that one of my friends has a huge crush on JB and so now she hates me because she thinks something is going on between us. And another one of my friends (my best girl friend, actually), JW hates my guts cause i wont tell her what is going on. But really, I honestly can NOT trust her! I have better guy friends. And then theres all my other friends that are siding with either Hannah or JW, and so i cry even more than i did before all my friends were mad about this, and really, the only person who will still talk to me is my shakespeare friends and JB. Said person is tryin to make me feel better which is making it worse because i cant take being around him. So im falling apart at the seams... Any advice?
 
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