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Gaara K
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You see lately (for about the last 2 years) i haven't done much exercise or moving, for that matter. I am around 14 so i do walk to the bus stop daily but during winter and summer i am very lazy. Also, recent summers and winters i have gained weight and lost muscle mass. I believe this to be the result of the lack of self esteem and self confidence and the lack of active close-by friends. Regardless though, i only have myself to blame!
I am begining to consider the idea of taking up one (if not multiple, sports) Though i know i should start slow, i am thinking of adding Karate (or Kendo), Yoga, And Tennis to my weekly saturday bowling. But while i want to get out there and exercise i am also shy and would like someone i know to be there. But i know that is impossible (another blow to my low self-esteem T~T) I know i could do independent exercise...But unfortunately that just seems to be a downer to me. So, i usually don't. (that's probably another reason for my laziness and weight gain) Another problem here is that i have 2 siblings- a twin (my opposite) and a brother who is living in New York currently. And my family owns 3 dogs and my grandma lives with us. So, while i do in fact want to take up a sport or two, i am worried about my parents paying for it. And i still want to at least TRY out some of the sports. But i don't want to only do one. I hope you can shine some light on this screwed up paragraph or whining!
I am begining to consider the idea of taking up one (if not multiple, sports) Though i know i should start slow, i am thinking of adding Karate (or Kendo), Yoga, And Tennis to my weekly saturday bowling. But while i want to get out there and exercise i am also shy and would like someone i know to be there. But i know that is impossible (another blow to my low self-esteem T~T) I know i could do independent exercise...But unfortunately that just seems to be a downer to me. So, i usually don't. (that's probably another reason for my laziness and weight gain) Another problem here is that i have 2 siblings- a twin (my opposite) and a brother who is living in New York currently. And my family owns 3 dogs and my grandma lives with us. So, while i do in fact want to take up a sport or two, i am worried about my parents paying for it. And i still want to at least TRY out some of the sports. But i don't want to only do one. I hope you can shine some light on this screwed up paragraph or whining!