Bridget Bowmane
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Hi.I am 13 (a girl) and have no idea what I am. Androgynous, lesbian, or bisexual. Sometimes I am attracted to both and sometimes just one. Sometimes I wanna be girly and sometimes I wanna dress like a boy. All I know is I am NOT straight. I come from a very Conservative town and family. No one in my family accepts gays, and sometimes I am scared for my safety. Whenever I mention my support for gay rights in dinner discussions, my (brainwashed) older brother starts screaming about fags going to hell. I would be totally shunned should they discover my sexuality. Today one of my close friends said homosexuality was evil and wrong. My heart aches when I think I could loose her if I "came out." I know that is not an option now. My one best friend is very liberal and would be accepting but she would probably think I was attracted to her... I can easily see that happening. Things just wouldn't be the same. My other best friend would totally accept me. I don't have lots of friends( .... too different. I love "weird old people music" like Bikini Kill & Joan Jett for example) and the idea I would loose at least four of my closest friends to who I am scares me so much. I am a lost soul... I don't even know my sexuality. I hope someone who has been thru a similar situation can give me some advice.
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