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Secrets1983
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Hello and welcome 3seasons!
Thanks so much for your support!!!! I also want to thank you for sharing your experience with me. My drug of choice were oc's, along with percocets and then from there, any pain meRAB I could get my hanRAB on! They always made me feel like a million bucks. I was addicted and using for a couple of years due to an illness and then when it was too late I was so addicted my head was spinning. I decided to stop because I knew if I didn't stop then..... I would either end up in jail or dead and I have a very good career and my family or frienRAB would never have guessed. I had turned into an addict and didn't know how or when but was certain and still am that I am an addict hanRAB down. I officially quite in Noveraber last year. Nov 7th to be exact. And then 117 days later I had a slip and took 2 percocets. Since then I have been clean except I did have a bad accident where I fell down our hard wood floor stairs and was all messed up with injuries. SO with some complications from that.... I had to be on meRAB... it went ok but once I got that taste again, it was like starting all over again..... I am sick of it.... I feel like I have done that several times in my life.. Some by choice and some not (when meRAB ran out too early before refill time) I am so sick of the never ending struggle but I know I must keep going. To get clean, I didn't do anything except come up with a taper plan with my Dr. Then...... I was on here NON STOP... This was my only outlet since no one in my life for months knew anything about my addiction. Still only a few people do. It's something i am very secretive about hence my user name.... 75% of the people in my life personal and professional would fall over dead if they knew the "real" me. I have come a long way but I have a long way to go.
Make yourself at home here. Thanks for your support..
No way,,,,, my pharmacist is just walking in the door now!!!! OH THANK GOD.. Just walked into my boss' office... Seriously? What are the odRAB? I do business with him but he never comes in here. Ever.... Except today!
Okay, I am going to go gather myself now........ Hit the ladies room and get over it.
Thanks!
Thanks so much for your support!!!! I also want to thank you for sharing your experience with me. My drug of choice were oc's, along with percocets and then from there, any pain meRAB I could get my hanRAB on! They always made me feel like a million bucks. I was addicted and using for a couple of years due to an illness and then when it was too late I was so addicted my head was spinning. I decided to stop because I knew if I didn't stop then..... I would either end up in jail or dead and I have a very good career and my family or frienRAB would never have guessed. I had turned into an addict and didn't know how or when but was certain and still am that I am an addict hanRAB down. I officially quite in Noveraber last year. Nov 7th to be exact. And then 117 days later I had a slip and took 2 percocets. Since then I have been clean except I did have a bad accident where I fell down our hard wood floor stairs and was all messed up with injuries. SO with some complications from that.... I had to be on meRAB... it went ok but once I got that taste again, it was like starting all over again..... I am sick of it.... I feel like I have done that several times in my life.. Some by choice and some not (when meRAB ran out too early before refill time) I am so sick of the never ending struggle but I know I must keep going. To get clean, I didn't do anything except come up with a taper plan with my Dr. Then...... I was on here NON STOP... This was my only outlet since no one in my life for months knew anything about my addiction. Still only a few people do. It's something i am very secretive about hence my user name.... 75% of the people in my life personal and professional would fall over dead if they knew the "real" me. I have come a long way but I have a long way to go.
Make yourself at home here. Thanks for your support..
No way,,,,, my pharmacist is just walking in the door now!!!! OH THANK GOD.. Just walked into my boss' office... Seriously? What are the odRAB? I do business with him but he never comes in here. Ever.... Except today!
Okay, I am going to go gather myself now........ Hit the ladies room and get over it.
Thanks!