I am getting hurt daily and it os affecting every aspect in my life how do i change?

[Zac Mulf]

im highly sensitive.. i cannot help it.. insults put me into a deep thought process when friends or family emotionally hurt me.. my friends say im a girl and gay.. i have expressed my feelings and nobody stops and even though they say there kidding i still am hurt and unfocused till i am sure that it was a joke... i sleep alott And listen to coldplay and just think but it does not help and i am losing everything ive accomplished because of it i wont go into detail but basucally my sensitivity mAkes me seem bipolar because i try to act ok and then im not a couple minutes later ... my life is like a jail and im trapped with all these negative thoughts and barely positive.. one of these days im just going to give up and just exile myself so i dont get hurt