Dolphingirl
New member
...my esteem/well being.....? I have had the worst year of my life, and not sure how much more I can take, I am starting to wonder if this will ever end.....
This year I was left in March and stuck with all the bills, the house and everything. Not to mention the humilation of being dumped.
A building on my property burned to the ground
My dog was adopted by who I thought were responsible people and they lost him the very next day, never to see him again
My best friend was falsely accused and got arrested and now that she is out on bond, may not be able to come see me when I have surgery.
I had surgery in August for female problems, thought I was done with surgery
Now I must have brain surgery in January to have my brain tumor removed
I am being sued
I am filing bankruptcy
My son was in a car accident, and he faces possible being sured or they will come after me since he is still a minor
The relationship with my son almost deteriorated
My neighbor whom I really liked died
My car is starting to crap out and I cannot afford to buy another one My mortgage is being paid 1 month behind
I started to lose weight, but plateaued very quickly
I have no $ to even buy myself a new dress for work, not a fancy dress, just a dress
I hurt my back now I go to the chiropractor 2-3 x per week until the end of the year, as my back is really that screwed up, and that is costing me $1300
Things break or don't work in my house and I have no one to fix them
I have a nosey neighbor who just wont mind his business
I have an ex who just wont mind his business
I want to get on with my life, I am not trying to feel sorry for myself or evoke anyone's pity, it's just I am really starting to feel down, I have tried to stay positive and tell myself that this is only temporary, but I am starting to wonder.....I have turned to God, I have turned to friends, I just want some relief! How can one person have so much bad luck and so much crap happen to them? Why is this happening to me? I find I am not as outgoing or confident and happy, I feel like I am loosing control of every aspect of my life, just getting out of bed now takes effort....Is this going to effect me permanently? This has been going on for about a year now...I have no $ for a therapist....Any advice.
This year I was left in March and stuck with all the bills, the house and everything. Not to mention the humilation of being dumped.
A building on my property burned to the ground
My dog was adopted by who I thought were responsible people and they lost him the very next day, never to see him again
My best friend was falsely accused and got arrested and now that she is out on bond, may not be able to come see me when I have surgery.
I had surgery in August for female problems, thought I was done with surgery
Now I must have brain surgery in January to have my brain tumor removed
I am being sued
I am filing bankruptcy
My son was in a car accident, and he faces possible being sured or they will come after me since he is still a minor
The relationship with my son almost deteriorated
My neighbor whom I really liked died
My car is starting to crap out and I cannot afford to buy another one My mortgage is being paid 1 month behind
I started to lose weight, but plateaued very quickly
I have no $ to even buy myself a new dress for work, not a fancy dress, just a dress
I hurt my back now I go to the chiropractor 2-3 x per week until the end of the year, as my back is really that screwed up, and that is costing me $1300
Things break or don't work in my house and I have no one to fix them
I have a nosey neighbor who just wont mind his business
I have an ex who just wont mind his business
I want to get on with my life, I am not trying to feel sorry for myself or evoke anyone's pity, it's just I am really starting to feel down, I have tried to stay positive and tell myself that this is only temporary, but I am starting to wonder.....I have turned to God, I have turned to friends, I just want some relief! How can one person have so much bad luck and so much crap happen to them? Why is this happening to me? I find I am not as outgoing or confident and happy, I feel like I am loosing control of every aspect of my life, just getting out of bed now takes effort....Is this going to effect me permanently? This has been going on for about a year now...I have no $ for a therapist....Any advice.