I am reserved. I find my self quite unattractive because every girl I tried to talk to looked very disintered and usually did not want to talk to me after cuople weeks. I know I can't get girls and never will. I'd rate myself a 7.5 at my peak when I'm in top shape. I am moderatly depressed. I don't have any friends in a city of millions. I have lost my sense of humor and social interaction skills because I don't talk and I don't go out 90% of the time less I have to. I do not want to deal with girls or love ever just not for me I guess because i seem to be girl repellent. I think i have serious brain chemistry issues. THIS IS NOT FUKIN NORMAL!!!! FUKK ME I try not to off my self as best as I can hopefully I might have a better mind in another life .......till then I'm stuck here (sigh ;*/)
I am an obese 19 year old college . I am having serious mental health problems?
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