i always think im an getting some sort of illness or disease or disorder a little...

Yezzir

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...insight plz? hi i feel like i am curently suffering from anxiety or something becuase at one point i thought my dog had rabies which he did not then i thought i had rabies which i do not and these thoughts have caused symptoms like dizzyness fatigue intrusive thoughts and maybe depression i then moved onto possibly having h pylori becuase my mother had it i got tested for it and dont have then i went to the docter and he tested my blood and the results were good no problems and he said i was healthy but maybe i had anxiety and when he told me that i starting thinking alot about mental illnesses i looked up scitzofrenia and started trying to find reasons why i might have that i have no delusions no hallucinations and dont think people are out to get or nothing like that then i research pyhcopath and try to find reasons why i might have that could n e one help me to understand why this is could it be ocd lol which is something else i have researched and i have also research personality disorders i think that having easy access to the internet might be my problem i look up almost every possible illness or sickness there is
other than that i go to college make good grades i socialize at college as well so its not like im constantly quite i also have things i enjoy in life such as i love dogs and animals i love outdoor outivities

Could i just be thinking to much worrying to much
 
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