The price of our local popular gym is really expensice ($369 for 3 months, $569 for 6 months with an extra 3 months for "free") But my parents wont let me join because of the price. My friends parents let her but now im crying because i feel as though im just going to be fat now, I wanted to get a good body but now i cant! Im now going to not eat, i dont care. im just not going to eat dinner or breakfast around them. i will eat at school, but not in front of them. I feel i have to do this because my mum is constantly saying my clothes are to small for me when i havent even tried it on, even if it fits perfectly well. i have tried to brink it up with her but she doesnt take me seriously! and just laughs and changed the subject. NO ONE TAKES ME SERIOUSLY! i even talked to my mum about taking me seriously and how its not good for my self asteem but she still laughed. Although i may seem so happy to other people and like i have the perfect body, life and that im pretty im just a mess inside because of this. Im an only child and they never even buy me clothes or anything and for easter i got $20 and no chocolate or anything else. i go to a private school and my mum owns her own business and dads a teacher, they manage to spend as much money on themselves but arrent willing to give up a cent for me. it just makes me feel worthless.
im actually 65kgs retard
im actually 65kgs retard