I have a huge fear/disgust of insects. It is a fear, but i have to be the one to confront insects when its my girlfriend and i so i deal with the killing, but i still bugs me. We moved to our first apartment together and it has a lot of bugs, especially compared to home. It has roaches, tiny spiders, big spiders, etc. We have only been here 3 days and i complained to the office to get us pest control.
Regardless that is not the problem, the problem is that when i am at home and my mind is not preoccupied, and i am simply just watching TV or typing on the computer (like now), i feel this overwhelming itching across my body. I am super paranoid of the bugs being on me, or seeing another and having to drop what i am doing to kill it. But i itch from head to toe, no joke. And its driving me crazy, i type for 30 seconds, i check the corners of my room for bugs (though deep down i know this is super obsessive). I constantly keep scratching myself over this thought of bugs.
Its killing me, i hate being at home because i have this fear of bugs. What can i do to fix the itching? Its driving me insane.
Regardless that is not the problem, the problem is that when i am at home and my mind is not preoccupied, and i am simply just watching TV or typing on the computer (like now), i feel this overwhelming itching across my body. I am super paranoid of the bugs being on me, or seeing another and having to drop what i am doing to kill it. But i itch from head to toe, no joke. And its driving me crazy, i type for 30 seconds, i check the corners of my room for bugs (though deep down i know this is super obsessive). I constantly keep scratching myself over this thought of bugs.
Its killing me, i hate being at home because i have this fear of bugs. What can i do to fix the itching? Its driving me insane.