I am a homosexual. Vigrin and 25. Handsome. In depression, for the last few months. It's been four months that I am struggling. I don't know about the CHANGE part, but I can choose to live heterosexual and I can CONTROL myself.
How to hide my sexuality from straight men? I mean they are not fools? Why should I lie talking about sexy women? Watch Straight porn in front of them and let them believe I am NOT gay?
WHY?
I am Muslim and I cannot be gay. No chance. Rest is in God's side.
So, how to get myself a masculine, like becoming a man? What should I Do?
It's been FOUR YEARS and not 4 months sorry!
How to hide my sexuality from straight men? I mean they are not fools? Why should I lie talking about sexy women? Watch Straight porn in front of them and let them believe I am NOT gay?
WHY?
I am Muslim and I cannot be gay. No chance. Rest is in God's side.
So, how to get myself a masculine, like becoming a man? What should I Do?
It's been FOUR YEARS and not 4 months sorry!