Betrayed; That's how I feel when my dad did the same a few years ago. I love him dearly, but I still think he's a cunt for leaving me in the shit he made before and after he decided to hang himself from a tree with wire from a nearby fence. Betrayed, heartbroken and numbed are the only words I can fathom after these long and hard years to describe how I feel.
Shit happens. :shrug:
Shit happens. :shrug: