Hi there.....
I hope you are hanging in there alright. I also have a history of lortab abuse. After 10 years of abuse, which started out innocently with me taking Lortab for chronic pain, I entered myself into a detox facility this past sept. You are very brave to do this on your own. After I got out after 9 days in Detox, I went straight into counceling. I searched for a Suboxone Doctor. Where I am, there are so many people trying to get it, there are waiting lists. My primary Doctors office finally just got me into one at the end of May. It really is amazing how well that helps with any cravings and to help you stay off any opiates while you work thru why you started abusing pills. In the last cpl weeks, I have felt better than I have in years. My goal is to continue being this positive and get back to a normal life without pills!!! Did you see the "sticky note" they have on this site that has a home detox? I just scanned over it quick. It may help you.
Good luck to you...... you are never alone on here!! And dont be afraid to call your Doctor for help, and you also need to be open and honest with family and frienRAB. They are going to be important in your recovery. You need that support!!