I've had some really bad experiences where i've been kicked when i'm down.
For example: i'm unwell & whinging...I've had people accuse me of being grumpy & creating an atmoshpere & i felt completely emotionally abused afterwards.
I didn't understand something & asked my lecturer a question: he went ballistic at me..saying 'he wasn't Jesus Christ' & accusing me of 'being messy' etc.
My doctor i told him 'i wasn't as good as i should be' & he went INSANE at me; insulting me and raging at me.
Another doctor ( i didn't know) i had to undergo a medical exam for a job and i had to blow into a machine & i couldn't catch my breathe and he got soo angry and was like 'i couldn't ask you to do anything simplier' He was really intimidating etc.
Why do all these people become enraged when i'm having a problem.
WhY? Its driving me to despair; & also isolation as i feel repulsed at ever reaching out when i'm in need again.
I'm pretty sure its causing me mental problems. Please help. I feel traumatized.
For example: i'm unwell & whinging...I've had people accuse me of being grumpy & creating an atmoshpere & i felt completely emotionally abused afterwards.
I didn't understand something & asked my lecturer a question: he went ballistic at me..saying 'he wasn't Jesus Christ' & accusing me of 'being messy' etc.
My doctor i told him 'i wasn't as good as i should be' & he went INSANE at me; insulting me and raging at me.
Another doctor ( i didn't know) i had to undergo a medical exam for a job and i had to blow into a machine & i couldn't catch my breathe and he got soo angry and was like 'i couldn't ask you to do anything simplier' He was really intimidating etc.
Why do all these people become enraged when i'm having a problem.
WhY? Its driving me to despair; & also isolation as i feel repulsed at ever reaching out when i'm in need again.
I'm pretty sure its causing me mental problems. Please help. I feel traumatized.