Eve Freeman
New member
I'm wondering if there are other people out there who have bipolar disorder or some other severe mental illness and none of the meds really work for them? And how they make it?I obsess about suicide almost all day, nearly every day, and wig out and verbally abuse my husband a couple days each month (PMS on top of bipolar). I trashed my house a couple days ago, throwing stuff all on the floor and breaking things. (normally very mild mannered) I have tinkered with meds for years, go to counseling, use a light box, exercise, go out with friends, do hobbies, volunteer, etc, and none of that helps enough (does h. I live a stress-free rural idyllic country life that I really enjoy. But I never get better- the depression's pain is EXTREME. I lost my faith over it. How do people NOT suicide under these conditions? I am in AGONY all the time!