Magpie of Eden
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up and emotional? Sorry that was a long title for a question!!
I know I've asked stuff like this before, but I just can't seem to move on fully.
My husband and I had some problemsback in September-October and nearly split up, he developed inappropriate feelings for someone he worked with and was confused about his feelings for me etc...it hurt a LOT at the time and we even split up for a few days, before coming back together to try again.
We're fine now, he has apologised so many times and tells me he loves and adores me every day, is always cuddling me and buying me presents etc.
However, I have constant anxiety attacks and am scared every day that he will walk out on me again. I'm terrified of losing him. Those 4 days we spent apart were the worst I've ever experienced, I felt suicidal almost.
Something that a friend of his work colleague said the other day about my husband has made me really upset, she said "he's fooling himself that his marriage is going to work."
I don't know why she would say that, she's only met him twice and never met me, and has only heard through the grapevine stuff that we went through.
Its really upset me though, even though I know I shouldn't let it get to me.
Why am I like this? Its driving me mad. Why can't I be happy and confident again?
Thanks everyone.
I know I've asked stuff like this before, but I just can't seem to move on fully.
My husband and I had some problemsback in September-October and nearly split up, he developed inappropriate feelings for someone he worked with and was confused about his feelings for me etc...it hurt a LOT at the time and we even split up for a few days, before coming back together to try again.
We're fine now, he has apologised so many times and tells me he loves and adores me every day, is always cuddling me and buying me presents etc.
However, I have constant anxiety attacks and am scared every day that he will walk out on me again. I'm terrified of losing him. Those 4 days we spent apart were the worst I've ever experienced, I felt suicidal almost.
Something that a friend of his work colleague said the other day about my husband has made me really upset, she said "he's fooling himself that his marriage is going to work."
I don't know why she would say that, she's only met him twice and never met me, and has only heard through the grapevine stuff that we went through.
Its really upset me though, even though I know I shouldn't let it get to me.
Why am I like this? Its driving me mad. Why can't I be happy and confident again?
Thanks everyone.