how do i handle my image situation?

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i can honestly look in the mirror and tell myself im pretty, that i have a pretty face and that i may be bbw i ahve a nice shape. everywhere i go i have men wanting to date me and get to know me or just plain "do" me. for some reason however i cant get over the fact that the guys in my nieghborhood seem to make an effort to call me ugly everyday (i live in a spanish neighborhood in ny, so there are alwasy guys standing around) everytime i go outside they call me ugly and i dont ever have this problem away from here...i would love to just one day be able to walk down my block feeling beautiful from the time my day begins til the time it ends. they make me feel as tho im lying to myself and that i am worthless accompanied by hating to wake up and go outside knowing i cant dress up without being put down and i want to change this but its ahrd considering im 20 and in my fiurst semster in collge are there any other ways to handle this other than moving away froim my area? and could someone explain why i only have this problem in my nieghborhood soemtimes even when ive only been to the store for 2 minutes and im laughing with a friend of mine they say things like "oh look at that fat chcik she thinks shes pretty" or "why is she wearing that", which at first i thought maybe i was wearing something wrong but ive noticed their friends that were bigger than me were wearing less than i was. i dont understand and its messing with my health, other than lose wieght or move away or dont go outside, how can i metally and emotionally protect myself from these people?

p.s. and no i dont talk to anyone in my are besides my cousin who also doesnt talk to anyone but she doesnt have to hear half the things i hear everyday, im a nice person...so its not that im stuck up or anything
 
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