How do I get over this awful feeling?

S.C S

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My best friend led me on about having a relationship. He told me he would consider it, but told me he didn't feel comfortable have a long distance relationship. Yet, he would tell me that he loved me and would send text kisses every night. He wanted to have sex, but right before I was to visit him this weekend he cancelled saying that even though he once considered having a long distance relationship a few days ago, he couldn't and that he couldnt visit. I got pretty annoyed, because he had talked for weeks about spending the weekend with me and that I was beautiful, etc, now he says he wants to go on dates with the girls at his school. He wont even answer my text, and hasn't talked to me in 2 days. I feel sick and awful, I feel like I've lost my best friend. I really did love him and now I feel absolutely lost. How do I cope? :(

We're in college, btw. What's worse is that he told me that he is anxious to lose his virginity and that when we have sex, he wouldn't want to use a condom. I kind of freaked, but I really worry about him now. He is naive and carries his heart on his sleeve.
 
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