every year since i can remember my family always went on a camping trip. when i mean family, i mean my siblings. my dad left a couple months after i was born. my mother was an alcoholic. My oldest brother, Will, at the time was only six. he took care of our four other siblings and me. we went camping in our back yard and when we got older we went camping in the wild.
Will died this past january before his eighteen birthday. my brother, kevin and i live with our mom while my other brother andrew and my sister lucy and susan live with our dad in a different state with a his wife and our three half siblings. we haven't talk at all since Will's funeral. My father called up my mother and said that he wanted a family camping trip for all of us. my mother agree. they didn't even asked us. this is what they always do. they do what they want and never asks us. they are selfish and only think about them self. i don't want to deal with that.
I also blame Andrew for Will's death. i know it was an accident but still. Will and andrew got into a fight before the accident. andrew told Will that he hope Will dies and that he hated Will. Will got into a car accident. the diver in the other car had a heart attack and he stepped on the gas. he hit Will at full speed. Will had a couple of broken ribs, a puncture lung and internal bleeding. he finally died a couple hour later in the hospital after his heart finally gave out. i know that he was broken hearted at what Andrew had said to him. that way Will gave up. i know he was strong and he could have survive anything but he was so hurt by Andrew that he just didn't fight. That was what Will did. he fought for our family, to protect us and to provide for us. he did everything for us. i know andrew was just angry when he said the things he said and he would take them back if he could. but Will is gone and our family is broken.
i don't want to see them. i don't want to be near them. i don't want to go. i don't want to talk to them. i don't want to explain my self. i just want a way out of this trip. any idea on how i can do that?
Will died this past january before his eighteen birthday. my brother, kevin and i live with our mom while my other brother andrew and my sister lucy and susan live with our dad in a different state with a his wife and our three half siblings. we haven't talk at all since Will's funeral. My father called up my mother and said that he wanted a family camping trip for all of us. my mother agree. they didn't even asked us. this is what they always do. they do what they want and never asks us. they are selfish and only think about them self. i don't want to deal with that.
I also blame Andrew for Will's death. i know it was an accident but still. Will and andrew got into a fight before the accident. andrew told Will that he hope Will dies and that he hated Will. Will got into a car accident. the diver in the other car had a heart attack and he stepped on the gas. he hit Will at full speed. Will had a couple of broken ribs, a puncture lung and internal bleeding. he finally died a couple hour later in the hospital after his heart finally gave out. i know that he was broken hearted at what Andrew had said to him. that way Will gave up. i know he was strong and he could have survive anything but he was so hurt by Andrew that he just didn't fight. That was what Will did. he fought for our family, to protect us and to provide for us. he did everything for us. i know andrew was just angry when he said the things he said and he would take them back if he could. but Will is gone and our family is broken.
i don't want to see them. i don't want to be near them. i don't want to go. i don't want to talk to them. i don't want to explain my self. i just want a way out of this trip. any idea on how i can do that?